well things hav been a little different 4 me recently and as such i havent really posted anything new but now due 2 my own stupidity my life has taken a complete nose dive, therefore leaving me feeling unmotivated and generally rather shit.

as such i no long feel i am the same person i was b4, i dont feel like the same person but rather some1 else intirely, i no longer feel like Coxy or Steve or even The BlacK PhoeniX and thats saying something wen The BlacK PhoeniX was born from feelings similar 2 this.

anyways basicly at the mo im only real gettaway is my drawings and even then they r still being majorly influenced by my emotions at this present moment in time but i want 2 post these drawings 4 ppl 2 see how i feel in a different visual way rather than the obvious.

rite now my life sux and im the 1 2 blame 4 it...